People make me edgy

Soundtrack for today:Kryptonite by 3 Doors Down
Well i do have a troubled mind today and wish i could leave my body somewhere in time.
If i go crazy....Ha ha ha What a fucking joke. My own mother says im psychotic and need to see a shrink..hmm at least im not lazy and sit on my ass all day to get paid to do blow all. Negative energy is getting me down..big time..
Dale hasnt phoned for like 3 weeks..dumbass loser that he is. I knew that young guys can never EVER handle women their own age..and how right i was. Looks like its gonna be another few tough months ahead but after that, things will be looking up for me. Tracey is becoming an idiot again. Thinking she is everything but I know it will be alright in the end. Helena and i are talking again now that that jealousy thing is over!!! Douw can still kiss my ass, stupid ass adultering manager that he is. How can the big bosses not see what is going on right under their noses??? it makes me sick Thank god the week at work is now over and no more shit to deal with

Chris has left....Its amazing how when you are with someone that you wish you were single, just wishing that person would leave so youre not tied down...BUT once that person is gone, youre lonely...and think you will never be loved again. God Im such an idiot
Also why have i become such a loser lately? Im so bitchy to everyone and so withdrawn, like im not good enough or something?? I seriously got to do something before i have any regrets

End of the week..oh hell yeah!

Its friday..The most crappest week ever is over. The heat is unbearable now. Trying to deal with clients and not freaking out at them is almost impossible...god if they want audi's they got to learn how to maintain them and cough up the dou when its time...stupid idiots!!
Wish i was in Durban..not here...cant handle these plastic people..just want life to be how it was.
Shit man...Thats all it is day in and day out..same shit different day hey and different ppl. Seriously got to do something before i flip out or get some serious disorder going on inside my head...gotta lot of thinking to do man...........

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what the hell???

he called...........now i know